t me out of your life. I want to make peace with you, someday you will be my girlfriend. My Grandmother's funeral was today- I took a moment to stand to share a few thoughts with those assembled about how she would always make someone feel like family, welcome them and offer them something to eat and drink. That's the kind of person she was. I talked with an ex of mine earlier this week and came to understand that coming on too strong to a person I like is the kind of person I am. Whatever you might think of me, please respect my goal- of being a good friend. Of course I'm going to make a few bad decisions- and there are some tough subjects for us to talk about- I need to be able to accept your warts and all if I'm going to enjoy your enthusiasm and fire for life. But it's a two way road, darlin' i love you . I want to help you become a productive (happy) member of society again- which is a little like the blind leading the blind, but the thing is- I believe I can do it if you believe in me enough to let me try. I'd start by walking with you without Boon Dox. If you would not do that, I think you do not want to recover. I'm going to need to look you in the eye to say this properly: Is it ok for you and me to be friends, and *sighs* just friends, because I would very much like that? Don't think it's easy for me to admit it, but I'd rather cut myself off from sex completely and entirely than lose you as a friend, Shannon.
If it please you, believe me.
Always, Shawn
If it please you, believe me.
Always, Shawn
(my reply)
what the fuck is wrong with you? why would you even suggest i leave my seizure alert dog at home ? i Do Not want to be a "productive (happy) member of society" . that sounds awful . that is exactly what i dont want to do . i am now blocking you on okcupid . if you come anywhere near my house i will SIC my dog on you . (your a fool if you think she wont attack you on my command) i will use my tazer on you if you approach me . fuck off . your creeping me out . leave me alone
side note* Boondox wouldnt hurt a fly and i dont have warts.
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