i hate the saying "fat people are hard to kidnap " because its not true. fat people cant run . who ever came up with that saying obviously never kidnapped someone . if you cant run - you cant run away.
it makes me sad to see fat kids , because they are doomed .
big is Not beautiful - its UNHEALTHY . there is nothing attractive about being a fat slop of shit that cant walk , smalls like ass , sweats all the time , and is going to die from a heart attack . heart attacks are not sexy . giant underwear that look and smell like a walrus chewed on them - is not sexy . diabetes is not sexy .
i have seen first hand how obese homeless people are treated differently - and i am ok with that . what about fat people applying for food stamps ? - they dont need it -
why are fat people slobs ? because they are sooo tired from carrying around a ton of dead weight . tooo tired to wash dishes or go for a walk , or choose anything better to eat then the fast food crap they consume constantly .
did you know that adoptions agencies will often turn down fat people who want to adopt . why? because they are going to die a long boring slow death .
Monday, May 30, 2011
Friday, May 27, 2011
its starting to get hot out side , and my frustrations are starting to peak .
we did get to move into the house after all . i am very disappointed . why? well , the landlord was dishonest .he waited until we paid the 30$ application fee to tell us the house was up for sale and people will be coming into the house when ever he wanted without warning to look at the place , and the longest lease he wanted would be 6 months and he wouldnt renew , so we would have been stuck trying to move out in the dead of winter , in the rocky mountains , in about 4 feet of snow .
fuck that.
not only is that intrusive onto my personal space (me and my husband have a lot of sex , and i dont wear clothes in my home ) but its stupid . i am not going to agree to those terms . we have been looking for a place to rent since October , and i should have learned to not get my hopes up - there are so many unreasonable landlords out there. (like the one we are dealing with now..) i cant move halfway across the state just to move again in a few short months . i am upset. looking for a new place is upsetting . rent is too high .
i am just fucking disappointed and frustrated about a lot of things . like aisha's "friend" who "fixed" my computer . my computer will never work again , and i have to use nic's computer . i lost all my music , photos , the book i was writting , home movies , etc , etc.. i let him use my computer to check his email and such - not run a bunch of malware programs causing a critical error .. ass.
i use my mp3 player as a way to cope with schizophrenia , drowning out the voices . i cannot put new music on there now , and since my player is sooo old its starting to malfunction and i am sure its gonna die soon . i really hope it lasts .
i had to take my dog to the vet , treat her , and quarantine her for kennel cough , because hippies are stupid and neglect there dogs . if your dog is sick and contagious - fucking take care of it , instead of letting it run around without a leash . ASS
i am not longer getting the full amount of SSI , because of an error on there part - twice. i am not even getting enough to cover the rent here . the rent that the fucking ass landlord just increased .
the basement here flooded and mold is growing in the walls .
everything sucks . i am a good person . i use to be a very happy person , until life attacked with full force and i was forced to deal with BS day in and day out .
life is stupid .
my dishwasher has never worked and we cant even open it because its disgusting . our AC doesnt work . our car is starting to act weird . our oven doesnt stop beeping and catching on fire . i just want to be some where peaceful ,away from everything and everyone .
fuck that.
not only is that intrusive onto my personal space (me and my husband have a lot of sex , and i dont wear clothes in my home ) but its stupid . i am not going to agree to those terms . we have been looking for a place to rent since October , and i should have learned to not get my hopes up - there are so many unreasonable landlords out there. (like the one we are dealing with now..) i cant move halfway across the state just to move again in a few short months . i am upset. looking for a new place is upsetting . rent is too high .
i am just fucking disappointed and frustrated about a lot of things . like aisha's "friend" who "fixed" my computer . my computer will never work again , and i have to use nic's computer . i lost all my music , photos , the book i was writting , home movies , etc , etc.. i let him use my computer to check his email and such - not run a bunch of malware programs causing a critical error .. ass.
i use my mp3 player as a way to cope with schizophrenia , drowning out the voices . i cannot put new music on there now , and since my player is sooo old its starting to malfunction and i am sure its gonna die soon . i really hope it lasts .
i had to take my dog to the vet , treat her , and quarantine her for kennel cough , because hippies are stupid and neglect there dogs . if your dog is sick and contagious - fucking take care of it , instead of letting it run around without a leash . ASS
i am not longer getting the full amount of SSI , because of an error on there part - twice. i am not even getting enough to cover the rent here . the rent that the fucking ass landlord just increased .
the basement here flooded and mold is growing in the walls .
everything sucks . i am a good person . i use to be a very happy person , until life attacked with full force and i was forced to deal with BS day in and day out .
life is stupid .
my dishwasher has never worked and we cant even open it because its disgusting . our AC doesnt work . our car is starting to act weird . our oven doesnt stop beeping and catching on fire . i just want to be some where peaceful ,away from everything and everyone .
Wednesday, May 25, 2011
more irrational belief system , and superstitions
i have noticed a lot of people get very offended and upset when i explain my opinion on Eugenics . but i am not sure why.. there are sooo many humans on this earth , way too many. people are having too many kids , that they cannot afford or guarantee a good life to. so , there for people should have less kids , right? if you cant pay your electric bill- dont have children yet - wait until you can take care of yourself , and if you never learn to take care of yourself - certainly dont have children .
stupid people are everywhere - do we really need more stupid people? No.
i have some generic sure-to-be-passed-on issues , so i got my tubes tied . for the greater good . because it would be selfish and wrong for me to multiply . just like its selfish and wrong for poor welfare family's to have 7 kids as a way to get more money . most states do not have 'famcap' and therefore the more kids you have - the more money the state gives you . my retarded sister who lives in iowa got 8,000 $ back on her taxes because of her children .
thats 10 months of working for me .
she had it handed to her - because she was a teenaged mother . she is getting rewarded for her poor choices . she gets money every year that she didnt earn , because she got drunk and didnt use protection .
seriously . wtf?
she has had a lifetime of poor choices , and no amount of "help" has remedied this . it was just 2 months ago she got a check for 8,000 dollars , now she cant pay rent ,and has no food for her children . But , she has 5 computers , a wii , a huge TV , internet , new mp3 player, hair dye, and tattoos .. too bad her car isnt running ...
what would i do with 8 thousand dollars ? first , i would get some food , pay bills , fix my car , move into a more affordable apartment , other necessities , pay off my 200$ debt , and set the rest of the money aside for emergency's , and future necessities . thats what i would do.
so. thats why i think eugenics is worthwhile .
another opinion i have that upsets people is , I Hate the Ocean . i dont have what the ocean use to be . i hate what the ocean has become . its full of trash , broken glass , tampons , pollutions , its hot , there not shade , its sandy .. i dont want sand in my butt crack or vagina or my eyes . there a bunch of gross mostly naked strangers at the beach . everything around the beach is expensive . i dont want to swim around in useless , undrinkable water , that has garbage floating in it . the ocean is disgusting , and useless , and big , and stupid . i hate the ocean . i have to use 100 spf sunscreen on a regular basis , if i went tothe beach nothing will keep me from being burned alive . miserable fucking place .
i would much rather spend time camping in the mountains . or throwing bricks at hookers . i never want to go to the beach again. i grew up in CA , i have been to the beach enough. END OF DISCUSSION .
stupid people are everywhere - do we really need more stupid people? No.
i have some generic sure-to-be-passed-on issues , so i got my tubes tied . for the greater good . because it would be selfish and wrong for me to multiply . just like its selfish and wrong for poor welfare family's to have 7 kids as a way to get more money . most states do not have 'famcap' and therefore the more kids you have - the more money the state gives you . my retarded sister who lives in iowa got 8,000 $ back on her taxes because of her children .
thats 10 months of working for me .
she had it handed to her - because she was a teenaged mother . she is getting rewarded for her poor choices . she gets money every year that she didnt earn , because she got drunk and didnt use protection .
seriously . wtf?
she has had a lifetime of poor choices , and no amount of "help" has remedied this . it was just 2 months ago she got a check for 8,000 dollars , now she cant pay rent ,and has no food for her children . But , she has 5 computers , a wii , a huge TV , internet , new mp3 player, hair dye, and tattoos .. too bad her car isnt running ...
what would i do with 8 thousand dollars ? first , i would get some food , pay bills , fix my car , move into a more affordable apartment , other necessities , pay off my 200$ debt , and set the rest of the money aside for emergency's , and future necessities . thats what i would do.
so. thats why i think eugenics is worthwhile .
another opinion i have that upsets people is , I Hate the Ocean . i dont have what the ocean use to be . i hate what the ocean has become . its full of trash , broken glass , tampons , pollutions , its hot , there not shade , its sandy .. i dont want sand in my butt crack or vagina or my eyes . there a bunch of gross mostly naked strangers at the beach . everything around the beach is expensive . i dont want to swim around in useless , undrinkable water , that has garbage floating in it . the ocean is disgusting , and useless , and big , and stupid . i hate the ocean . i have to use 100 spf sunscreen on a regular basis , if i went tothe beach nothing will keep me from being burned alive . miserable fucking place .
i would much rather spend time camping in the mountains . or throwing bricks at hookers . i never want to go to the beach again. i grew up in CA , i have been to the beach enough. END OF DISCUSSION .
Tuesday, May 24, 2011
moving ?! maybe ..
so. we are trying to move into a place in the mountains . fuck this place .
anywhoo. i am putting together my service dog's resume . there is no official test or certification , and i had trained her myself . So , yeah , i am getting together all the small accomplishments , etc.
-i have her Spay paperwork .
-service dog ID
-a registration number from servicedogregistry.org (its a BS website , i wouldnt pay them for the actual paper work , but the registration number was free)
-local denver dog license , getting a dog license is the law , and there is No Fee if the dog is a service dog . on her proof of local registration it states she is a service dog
-proof she is up to date with vaccinations
-a letter of support from my Dr
- a letter to the new landlord requesting 'reasonable accommodation ' for my service dog
- a printout copy of the HUD and ADA regulations and laws pertaining to service dogs , and people with disability's
- certificate from a dog trainer stating that BoonDox has all the basic obedience training .
-CGC (canine good citizen ) certificate . the cgc is a 11$ test conducted by the AKC (american kennel club ) that tests temperament , basic good dog manners , basic willingness to be a good dog , and basic obedience .
- a verification of disability from the SSA
-a list of tasks she is trained to do
-and a nice photo of her in her neon orange service dog vest
anywhoo. i am putting together my service dog's resume . there is no official test or certification , and i had trained her myself . So , yeah , i am getting together all the small accomplishments , etc.
-i have her Spay paperwork .
-service dog ID
-a registration number from servicedogregistry.org (its a BS website , i wouldnt pay them for the actual paper work , but the registration number was free)
-local denver dog license , getting a dog license is the law , and there is No Fee if the dog is a service dog . on her proof of local registration it states she is a service dog
-proof she is up to date with vaccinations
-a letter of support from my Dr
- a letter to the new landlord requesting 'reasonable accommodation ' for my service dog
- a printout copy of the HUD and ADA regulations and laws pertaining to service dogs , and people with disability's
- certificate from a dog trainer stating that BoonDox has all the basic obedience training .
-CGC (canine good citizen ) certificate . the cgc is a 11$ test conducted by the AKC (american kennel club ) that tests temperament , basic good dog manners , basic willingness to be a good dog , and basic obedience .
- a verification of disability from the SSA
-a list of tasks she is trained to do
-and a nice photo of her in her neon orange service dog vest
some of my irrational belief system , and superstitions
some of my irrational belief system , taken out of context . for your enjoyment .
~homeless people reincarnate into pigeons.
~if your paranoid , thats because someone really IS out to get you .
~planting red flowers around the edge of your property will detour witch hunters , and Mormons .
~Witch Hunters and Mormons are pretty much the same thing .
~Mormons or Jehovah Witnesses coming to your door is a bad omen .
~Earwig bugs are also a bad omen (in large quantities) , usually meaning someone posing as a friend is Not a Friend.
~crows and ravens are a good sign
~ mid-age overweight women who own small tiny dogs , or a lot of cats , or a lot of screaming children Are Psychic Leaches (not always true, but should be taken into consideration )
~black cats have a larger vocabulary then orange cats
~my dog wears a pentagram on her collar to protect her , and to give her greater understanding of animal and human languages
~tie a red string around a fake dollar and place it in a sunny window to manifest more money
~the sound of money attracts more money - such as rubbing dollars together or shaking a jar of coins
~write a long term goal onto a leaf attached to a tree , when the leaf falls off the tree and is wisped away by the wind , it has a better chance of happening. - the universe will be happy with the forethought ,, or something.
~burying photos of people in your life that are distasteful (or you hate them) will Not change them , but , it might help disperse some bitterness and pent up anger - especially when its urinated on before its covered in soil , or compost .
~ sometimes when i plant some seeds or tulip bulbs , i also plant 'something' written on paper that i want to manifest into my everyday life , or i will plant with the seeds coins , a Buddha , smile face drawn on a rock , heart made of wax , anything i want to grow into my life really. bulbs like tulips , grow years after year , while some plants grow from new seeds every year.
~homeless people reincarnate into pigeons.
~if your paranoid , thats because someone really IS out to get you .
~planting red flowers around the edge of your property will detour witch hunters , and Mormons .
~Witch Hunters and Mormons are pretty much the same thing .
~Mormons or Jehovah Witnesses coming to your door is a bad omen .
~Earwig bugs are also a bad omen (in large quantities) , usually meaning someone posing as a friend is Not a Friend.
~crows and ravens are a good sign
~ mid-age overweight women who own small tiny dogs , or a lot of cats , or a lot of screaming children Are Psychic Leaches (not always true, but should be taken into consideration )
~black cats have a larger vocabulary then orange cats
~my dog wears a pentagram on her collar to protect her , and to give her greater understanding of animal and human languages
~tie a red string around a fake dollar and place it in a sunny window to manifest more money
~the sound of money attracts more money - such as rubbing dollars together or shaking a jar of coins
~write a long term goal onto a leaf attached to a tree , when the leaf falls off the tree and is wisped away by the wind , it has a better chance of happening. - the universe will be happy with the forethought ,, or something.
~burying photos of people in your life that are distasteful (or you hate them) will Not change them , but , it might help disperse some bitterness and pent up anger - especially when its urinated on before its covered in soil , or compost .
~ sometimes when i plant some seeds or tulip bulbs , i also plant 'something' written on paper that i want to manifest into my everyday life , or i will plant with the seeds coins , a Buddha , smile face drawn on a rock , heart made of wax , anything i want to grow into my life really. bulbs like tulips , grow years after year , while some plants grow from new seeds every year.
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